shitzxzx i know i've been neglecting this place.. my bad but im really lazy to update.. i'll upload pics real soon..
merry xmas =D
Wednesday, December 16 ; 12:28 AM
okay decided to delete the previous post.
the bottom line is : i dislike talking to people who have big ego & don't try to strike a coversation with me just for the sake of talking, because i'd appreciate if u don't.
;
was really down the past few days. thank you Leen for cheering me up! and other friends who showed their concern after reading my twitter. so glad to have you guys :)
;
neways, im proud of Danny proud to be your classmate! hahahaha his team came in 1st for 4x100 freestyle. GOLD MEDAL!! congrats =D
;
grandma and couz unexpectedly came to visit today VERY HAPPY TO SEE THEM =DDD was kinda heartache to see my grandma carrying so much food here coz the bags were heavy plus need to take care of my couz from clementi till sk! somemore she so old liao :( i think i really BU XIAO lor. so long never go visit her and she adores me the most among my sisters. what kind of grand-daughter is this. tsk tsk i'll visit her during my 2 weeks holiday ^^ looking forward already =)) played with couz and took pics! so cute la primary 1 ^^ very active! damn tired entertain her LOL wanted to bring her go cp play the paint thing.. aiyah.. ni bu dong de la but she don't want coz she wanted to play Can You Spot It instead after seeing my sis play -.-" Lol this post is getting no where.. im gonna watch xiao gui again bye..
Sunday, December 6 ; 4:20 PM
Im blogging for the sake of blogging because *someone wants her pics! sorry for the delay la i can't find time right, you think i so free like u ?!
so, 2 weeks ago, went IT fair with this idoit last minute date. met her after her interview with C&K and she accompanied me to interview this store owner for our project at Century Square. saw anthony at the hopeless LG booth and disturbed him for a while. White sands for Sakae after that cabbed home =)
babeh opening her new present :)
free gift : DVD player. cool?
cant stop smiling. why?
TADAA NEW SONY CAMERA
so happy la!
congrats
NA! UR CHIO PIC LA
;
some random day in class
stunned beyond words after this shot was taken
Saturday, November 21 ; 9:29 PM
KTV at marsiling cc with babehs last wed =]
i liked the place.
good mic, new songs, very cheap, long hours and adjustable temperature.
the only thing is that the room isn't very big, but its alright.
feel like going back again soon
;
combined pics from liyi and me
where's fussybaby?
stunned liyi?
jeff (may's bf?) delivered us Mac for lunch, BIG THANK YOU!
oily lips
pls leh, sing so so only lor.. pro meh?
may look so slut LOL
public mayhao -.-
didnt know u had this angle
hantu
perhaps u need plastic surgery
wad does this look like? =)
LOL so now we know, she looks like this when she sleeps..
;
jb on wed? yes? no?
i think i'd rather meet other friends than to hear u all keep ai mai ai mai.
lame.
;
school is still fine, i guess?
but whats with all the tutorial presentations?
i don't see a need to present tutorials
are the tutors brainless?
btw lee gek keow is a turn off.
agree?
;
on a side note, joey's back next week!
L4D 2 HERE WE COME =D
excited sia!
Tuesday, November 10 ; 6:01 PM
retarded weikian
quan ge lao da sia
wei ting our tourguide lol... see the room, chio leh!
BOO! saturday was cool.
went shopping in JB with weikian, quan ge and their classmate wei ting.
2 big big tall tall brothers of mine =D
random? hahahaha
tio pangseh by isaac and sandra lor.. zzz
nevertheless, we still had lots of fun! met them in the morning 10.30am at woodlands and bus-ed down. but god damn it, we were stuck in the jam and reached jb at 12 -.-"
we ate lunch at citysquare food junction LOL. uber cheap sia..
food not important i just wanna shop!
anyway me and wei ting practically went in every shop that seemed interesting, haha so fun, so happy!!
perhaps the guys got bored and did their own shopping instead of following us XD
so we were separated for 1-2 hrs? lol
then we met up again and cabbed to Jusco. nothing interesting la.. din buy anything there though..
slacked at this taiwan street snack corner and ate oyster mee sua.
damn enjoy and shiok.. plus their CRAP made me laugh non-stop.
weikian is blardy noisy.. he can seriously talk a lot of crap man LOL
and im not an ah lian please..
u then ah beng plus cheapo.. go mlysia buy cigarettes Zzz -______-
quan ge is another irritating person who keep disturbing me lol.. actually i feel very safe with tall guys around LOL!
an quan gan lmao...
180cm.. ok i confirm wanna find a bf at this height alr heeeheeee (as if i can)
wait long long.. cabbed back to citysquare in the evening and went to sing at this ktv place called Neway.
cheap sia. the room damn big and got 3 mics..
we paid SG 25 for 3 hours which includes their buffet dinner!
worth it lor.. good customer service too..
weikian can sing lor please.. PRO
he open his mouth i ji tao shock LOL
weird, he should have performed in the old folks home with us..
we sang till 9.30pm and made our way back to sg..
lots of dilly dally and managed to reach home at 11pm.
I WANNA GO AGAIN VERY SOON =D
bye, off to parkway to celebrate sis's birthday now ^^
Tuesday, October 27 ; 1:57 PM
~W A T C H~
孫自佑 singing Hotel California in the finals.. excellent performance.. he sang incredibly good! hear xiao pang's comments for him =) but i dunno what the judges were thinking when they gave him 21 only. i feel that he deserve 23 or 24 for this performance. anyway, he look super charming here OMG nono he look good in whatever he wears :D
CHAMPION ^^
hear his own comments about the song.. =)
;
next recommended video is 劉明湘 singing Natural woman. very good also. the guy in the video is her boyfriend XD super sweet and loving, bless them =)
her standard is finally back despite her lousy performances during 积分赛. was quite sad for her previously though. =s okay not say lousy la. *not-so-good* ba.
Congrats for 第二名 =)
I feel that 第三名 should be 徐詠琳 instead of 梁曉珺 lor wth. she should get 第五名 then 李杰宇 get 第四名.. understand?! arghh feel very sorry for him.. everyone was shocked when the jugdes announced the results. cmi
;
anyway, i've got more videos of sun zi you to share with everyone LOL stay tuned thanks. aiyah i recommend videos won't boring de.. coz sun zi you is cute in every single way HAHAHA.. every video of him is worth watching u get it or not? ^^
; yesterday night met up with joey and anthony at CP to slack and drink starbucks.. met william after that and went his block downstairs to play taboo.. again, LOADS of fun and laughter with them lol.. in conclusion, anthony has poor vocabulary and description skills but good guessing and tyco skills LMAO.. i like our new game rule, we shall continue again next time XD freaking laugh like hell and at the same time, my bladder was exploding, so went up to use toilet. after that, came down and played truth or dare using joey's itouch lol.. the dare was damn funny and stupid.. joey had to kiss ant's ear, william's nose and my hand LOL.. next time i should bring camera and video it down hahaah.. got another dare ant and joey had to exchange clothing and so, they stripped and changed downstairs lolol.. obviously T-shirt only.. ohya, got one more which was ant and will had to smell my feet. ahahah. aiya, too many to recall le.. we played till 11.30pm and went back..singing many songs on the way home with them =)
Friday, October 16 ; 9:22 PM
im sick -.- cough, sore throat and now blocked nose. my karma again.. when will my karma end? i dun recall committing so many sins.. perhaps its coming one by one now as karma accumulated for 19 years..
today was the worst day of work. despite being sick, they still asked me to work OT im supposed to be released at 5.15pm but they dragged till 7.15pm then release me! hello fuckers, im sick la.. coughing phelgm like fuck.. so, at 5.45, i asked if i can go back. fucking supervisor (clarince) say cannot, have to finish clearing everything first. ok lan lan, clear till 6.30.. then i asked again, by then i feel like fainting already. WTF. she say got delivery coming, need us to clear more stocks i was fuming with anger, u cannot imagine it they are so fucking heartless.. and im on the verge of crying. i dunno why when i angry till a certain extend, i will cry so dun worry, i won't take a knife to stab anyone. then no choice.. managed to finish clearing at 7.15pm I ASKED ONE LAST TIME IF I CAN GO HOME, another ccb supervisor (myra) said "can", after i finish stacking up the items on the floor.. ok that took about 5 mins only so i shan't say much .... i chionged home after that..
on the mrt, was messaging ant to complain about everything.. while messaging halfway, tears started to flood my eyes.. i dunno why i cant control them, i tried very hard already. took many deep breaths but tears just continued flowing. then i was still messaging at one corner, suddenly, this guy (known) with his friend told me to "dun cry","dun cry".. obviously i din look at them.. the mrt was fucking squeezy and they were standing so close to me, from the corner of my eye, i could see that they kept looking la then it kinda arouse the curiosity of other passengers -.- luckily, the train reached Dhoby Ghaut and i chionged out lol.. damn paiseh la omg -.- i realised that emotions are hard to control when you're sick.
;
ant and will came to find me today! so sweet. damn happy to see them lor :D but din talk to will sia. act wad dao lor! stupid anthony come and ask me to return money -.- LOL damn funny la... enjoy clubbing tonight :) hope u 2 succeed in bua-ing chiobus without getting stepped hard on ur feets. love uuuuu
;
see how it goes tmr morning my mum is hinting me not to take mc tmr -.- well well. i tink i wont take.
FUCK OFF PCB WATSONS
Saturday, October 10 ; 5:23 PM
thurs, 3 days MC. went polyclinic fake flu wear mask geng MC. pro? lol wad a gullible doctor. but, wo xi huan!
so after that, had lunch and bought groceries with mum in cp colds storage and a cupcorn for myself. YUMMY! asked for extra margarine i love it! k i'll blog through the pics.
I WANT MORE!
ps: ray, u jealous? hahaha
;
went town later in the evening to find the bastards who were working outside wheelock.
look at their stupid job.
i cant stop laughing la
retard. they have to do this whenever the greenman starts blinking
can u imagine how many times they have to do this from 11 to 7 ? -.-
;
chat with them for a while and went far east alone to shop!
after that went bugis street to shop while the bastards left town to return their boards at outram before meeting me again at iluma.
dinner at noodle house.
met joey after that, and guess what?
L4D again!!
we love the new maps..
oh, got one particular map which i forgot the name, made us almost puked la!
its a wrecked boat and our character, movement everything is slanted..
headache lor.. but its cool!
played for 3 hours.. 7 bucks gone -.-
took the last train home after that.
iluma ma..
on the way home
joey! Finally got his pic! hahaha
hello hello my l4d shifus LOL
the one whose birthday is one day before mine and,
the one who lives one block away from me
and also L4d super pro, same level as ant. hahaha.
he teaches me patiently, NOT LIKE ANT who keep on screaming into my ears!!!
while waiting for our 7 mins last train, the guys started to get crazy!!
joey suggested to take jump shots! lol!
preparing to jump?
another one...
one trying to sit on a toilet bowl, one trying to run a marathon
lotsa laugter!
preparing again...
failed. they look happy though LOL
i looked as if i possess special powers
look at william's face. he very xin ku ba
not so easy siam de.. but u getting fast le. sian
:D lovelies ;
friday,
went back to the HQ (adelphi building) to hand in some stuffs in the afternoon.
isaac loh waited for me downstairs and both headed to cityhall mrt.
he was at raffles place interviewing some big shots before that. lol wow?
then went the grand cathay to watch surrogates.
stupidiest movie. i already told him i dun wanna watch lor!
I WAS SLEEPING IN THE MOVIE!
boring like hellllll. rubbish story..
lol. next time let me choose the movie, bitch!
hungryyy after the movie, then we went to find weikian who was working at Novena pepperlunch! happy to see him after soooo long lar :D
he looked funny in his uniform hahaha
anyway, he cooked for us =))))
and added extra 料 for us. thanks ar ^^
ate and trained home together.
met sandra at the passenger service of sk.
chat for a while with both of them and home we went.
seriously kbox soon sandra! tgt with quan ge and wk =)
hougang plaza near near XD
one pic to mark our day
coz i forgot to bring cam -.-
so 1.2 mp okay.
anw my cam also no difference LOL
lalalalala
monday i die liao.
wish me luck u bitches and bastards.
Saturday, October 3 ; 8:41 PM
I just feel like breaking down..
my life is in a mess right now. nothing is going smooth for me. NOTHING. no one is able to help me. friends who have tried consoling me and cheering me up, i appreciate that. even for that few minutes or seconds but the same problems will slowly start to surface again one by one. so at the end of the day, i would still feel miserable. i don't know who to call, who to sms or talk in msn. becos none of them will understand my situation or how i'm feeling deep within. i'm not sure if i can take this anymore.. its reaching my limit.. actually, i wanna tell you. but then again......
struggling
Saturday, December 26
shitzxzx i know i've been neglecting this place.. my bad but im really lazy to update.. i'll upload pics real soon..
merry xmas =D
Wednesday, December 16
okay decided to delete the previous post.
the bottom line is : i dislike talking to people who have big ego & don't try to strike a coversation with me just for the sake of talking, because i'd appreciate if u don't.
;
was really down the past few days. thank you Leen for cheering me up! and other friends who showed their concern after reading my twitter. so glad to have you guys :)
;
neways, im proud of Danny proud to be your classmate! hahahaha his team came in 1st for 4x100 freestyle. GOLD MEDAL!! congrats =D
;
grandma and couz unexpectedly came to visit today VERY HAPPY TO SEE THEM =DDD was kinda heartache to see my grandma carrying so much food here coz the bags were heavy plus need to take care of my couz from clementi till sk! somemore she so old liao :( i think i really BU XIAO lor. so long never go visit her and she adores me the most among my sisters. what kind of grand-daughter is this. tsk tsk i'll visit her during my 2 weeks holiday ^^ looking forward already =)) played with couz and took pics! so cute la primary 1 ^^ very active! damn tired entertain her LOL wanted to bring her go cp play the paint thing.. aiyah.. ni bu dong de la but she don't want coz she wanted to play Can You Spot It instead after seeing my sis play -.-" Lol this post is getting no where.. im gonna watch xiao gui again bye..
Sunday, December 6
Im blogging for the sake of blogging because *someone wants her pics! sorry for the delay la i can't find time right, you think i so free like u ?!
so, 2 weeks ago, went IT fair with this idoit last minute date. met her after her interview with C&K and she accompanied me to interview this store owner for our project at Century Square. saw anthony at the hopeless LG booth and disturbed him for a while. White sands for Sakae after that cabbed home =)
babeh opening her new present :)
free gift : DVD player. cool?
cant stop smiling. why?
TADAA NEW SONY CAMERA
so happy la!
congrats
NA! UR CHIO PIC LA
;
some random day in class
stunned beyond words after this shot was taken
Saturday, November 21
KTV at marsiling cc with babehs last wed =]
i liked the place.
good mic, new songs, very cheap, long hours and adjustable temperature.
the only thing is that the room isn't very big, but its alright.
feel like going back again soon
;
combined pics from liyi and me
where's fussybaby?
stunned liyi?
jeff (may's bf?) delivered us Mac for lunch, BIG THANK YOU!
oily lips
pls leh, sing so so only lor.. pro meh?
may look so slut LOL
public mayhao -.-
didnt know u had this angle
hantu
perhaps u need plastic surgery
wad does this look like? =)
LOL so now we know, she looks like this when she sleeps..
;
jb on wed? yes? no?
i think i'd rather meet other friends than to hear u all keep ai mai ai mai.
lame.
;
school is still fine, i guess?
but whats with all the tutorial presentations?
i don't see a need to present tutorials
are the tutors brainless?
btw lee gek keow is a turn off.
agree?
;
on a side note, joey's back next week!
L4D 2 HERE WE COME =D
excited sia!
Tuesday, November 10
retarded weikian
quan ge lao da sia
wei ting our tourguide lol... see the room, chio leh!
BOO! saturday was cool.
went shopping in JB with weikian, quan ge and their classmate wei ting.
2 big big tall tall brothers of mine =D
random? hahahaha
tio pangseh by isaac and sandra lor.. zzz
nevertheless, we still had lots of fun! met them in the morning 10.30am at woodlands and bus-ed down. but god damn it, we were stuck in the jam and reached jb at 12 -.-"
we ate lunch at citysquare food junction LOL. uber cheap sia..
food not important i just wanna shop!
anyway me and wei ting practically went in every shop that seemed interesting, haha so fun, so happy!!
perhaps the guys got bored and did their own shopping instead of following us XD
so we were separated for 1-2 hrs? lol
then we met up again and cabbed to Jusco. nothing interesting la.. din buy anything there though..
slacked at this taiwan street snack corner and ate oyster mee sua.
damn enjoy and shiok.. plus their CRAP made me laugh non-stop.
weikian is blardy noisy.. he can seriously talk a lot of crap man LOL
and im not an ah lian please..
u then ah beng plus cheapo.. go mlysia buy cigarettes Zzz -______-
quan ge is another irritating person who keep disturbing me lol.. actually i feel very safe with tall guys around LOL!
an quan gan lmao...
180cm.. ok i confirm wanna find a bf at this height alr heeeheeee (as if i can)
wait long long.. cabbed back to citysquare in the evening and went to sing at this ktv place called Neway.
cheap sia. the room damn big and got 3 mics..
we paid SG 25 for 3 hours which includes their buffet dinner!
worth it lor.. good customer service too..
weikian can sing lor please.. PRO
he open his mouth i ji tao shock LOL
weird, he should have performed in the old folks home with us..
we sang till 9.30pm and made our way back to sg..
lots of dilly dally and managed to reach home at 11pm.
I WANNA GO AGAIN VERY SOON =D
bye, off to parkway to celebrate sis's birthday now ^^
Tuesday, October 27
~W A T C H~
孫自佑 singing Hotel California in the finals.. excellent performance.. he sang incredibly good! hear xiao pang's comments for him =) but i dunno what the judges were thinking when they gave him 21 only. i feel that he deserve 23 or 24 for this performance. anyway, he look super charming here OMG nono he look good in whatever he wears :D
CHAMPION ^^
hear his own comments about the song.. =)
;
next recommended video is 劉明湘 singing Natural woman. very good also. the guy in the video is her boyfriend XD super sweet and loving, bless them =)
her standard is finally back despite her lousy performances during 积分赛. was quite sad for her previously though. =s okay not say lousy la. *not-so-good* ba.
Congrats for 第二名 =)
I feel that 第三名 should be 徐詠琳 instead of 梁曉珺 lor wth. she should get 第五名 then 李杰宇 get 第四名.. understand?! arghh feel very sorry for him.. everyone was shocked when the jugdes announced the results. cmi
;
anyway, i've got more videos of sun zi you to share with everyone LOL stay tuned thanks. aiyah i recommend videos won't boring de.. coz sun zi you is cute in every single way HAHAHA.. every video of him is worth watching u get it or not? ^^
; yesterday night met up with joey and anthony at CP to slack and drink starbucks.. met william after that and went his block downstairs to play taboo.. again, LOADS of fun and laughter with them lol.. in conclusion, anthony has poor vocabulary and description skills but good guessing and tyco skills LMAO.. i like our new game rule, we shall continue again next time XD freaking laugh like hell and at the same time, my bladder was exploding, so went up to use toilet. after that, came down and played truth or dare using joey's itouch lol.. the dare was damn funny and stupid.. joey had to kiss ant's ear, william's nose and my hand LOL.. next time i should bring camera and video it down hahaah.. got another dare ant and joey had to exchange clothing and so, they stripped and changed downstairs lolol.. obviously T-shirt only.. ohya, got one more which was ant and will had to smell my feet. ahahah. aiya, too many to recall le.. we played till 11.30pm and went back..singing many songs on the way home with them =)
Friday, October 16
im sick -.- cough, sore throat and now blocked nose. my karma again.. when will my karma end? i dun recall committing so many sins.. perhaps its coming one by one now as karma accumulated for 19 years..
today was the worst day of work. despite being sick, they still asked me to work OT im supposed to be released at 5.15pm but they dragged till 7.15pm then release me! hello fuckers, im sick la.. coughing phelgm like fuck.. so, at 5.45, i asked if i can go back. fucking supervisor (clarince) say cannot, have to finish clearing everything first. ok lan lan, clear till 6.30.. then i asked again, by then i feel like fainting already. WTF. she say got delivery coming, need us to clear more stocks i was fuming with anger, u cannot imagine it they are so fucking heartless.. and im on the verge of crying. i dunno why when i angry till a certain extend, i will cry so dun worry, i won't take a knife to stab anyone. then no choice.. managed to finish clearing at 7.15pm I ASKED ONE LAST TIME IF I CAN GO HOME, another ccb supervisor (myra) said "can", after i finish stacking up the items on the floor.. ok that took about 5 mins only so i shan't say much .... i chionged home after that..
on the mrt, was messaging ant to complain about everything.. while messaging halfway, tears started to flood my eyes.. i dunno why i cant control them, i tried very hard already. took many deep breaths but tears just continued flowing. then i was still messaging at one corner, suddenly, this guy (known) with his friend told me to "dun cry","dun cry".. obviously i din look at them.. the mrt was fucking squeezy and they were standing so close to me, from the corner of my eye, i could see that they kept looking la then it kinda arouse the curiosity of other passengers -.- luckily, the train reached Dhoby Ghaut and i chionged out lol.. damn paiseh la omg -.- i realised that emotions are hard to control when you're sick.
;
ant and will came to find me today! so sweet. damn happy to see them lor :D but din talk to will sia. act wad dao lor! stupid anthony come and ask me to return money -.- LOL damn funny la... enjoy clubbing tonight :) hope u 2 succeed in bua-ing chiobus without getting stepped hard on ur feets. love uuuuu
;
see how it goes tmr morning my mum is hinting me not to take mc tmr -.- well well. i tink i wont take.
FUCK OFF PCB WATSONS
Saturday, October 10
thurs, 3 days MC. went polyclinic fake flu wear mask geng MC. pro? lol wad a gullible doctor. but, wo xi huan!
so after that, had lunch and bought groceries with mum in cp colds storage and a cupcorn for myself. YUMMY! asked for extra margarine i love it! k i'll blog through the pics.
I WANT MORE!
ps: ray, u jealous? hahaha
;
went town later in the evening to find the bastards who were working outside wheelock.
look at their stupid job.
i cant stop laughing la
retard. they have to do this whenever the greenman starts blinking
can u imagine how many times they have to do this from 11 to 7 ? -.-
;
chat with them for a while and went far east alone to shop!
after that went bugis street to shop while the bastards left town to return their boards at outram before meeting me again at iluma.
dinner at noodle house.
met joey after that, and guess what?
L4D again!!
we love the new maps..
oh, got one particular map which i forgot the name, made us almost puked la!
its a wrecked boat and our character, movement everything is slanted..
headache lor.. but its cool!
played for 3 hours.. 7 bucks gone -.-
took the last train home after that.
iluma ma..
on the way home
joey! Finally got his pic! hahaha
hello hello my l4d shifus LOL
the one whose birthday is one day before mine and,
the one who lives one block away from me
and also L4d super pro, same level as ant. hahaha.
he teaches me patiently, NOT LIKE ANT who keep on screaming into my ears!!!
while waiting for our 7 mins last train, the guys started to get crazy!!
joey suggested to take jump shots! lol!
preparing to jump?
another one...
one trying to sit on a toilet bowl, one trying to run a marathon
lotsa laugter!
preparing again...
failed. they look happy though LOL
i looked as if i possess special powers
look at william's face. he very xin ku ba
not so easy siam de.. but u getting fast le. sian
:D lovelies ;
friday,
went back to the HQ (adelphi building) to hand in some stuffs in the afternoon.
isaac loh waited for me downstairs and both headed to cityhall mrt.
he was at raffles place interviewing some big shots before that. lol wow?
then went the grand cathay to watch surrogates.
stupidiest movie. i already told him i dun wanna watch lor!
I WAS SLEEPING IN THE MOVIE!
boring like hellllll. rubbish story..
lol. next time let me choose the movie, bitch!
hungryyy after the movie, then we went to find weikian who was working at Novena pepperlunch! happy to see him after soooo long lar :D
he looked funny in his uniform hahaha
anyway, he cooked for us =))))
and added extra 料 for us. thanks ar ^^
ate and trained home together.
met sandra at the passenger service of sk.
chat for a while with both of them and home we went.
seriously kbox soon sandra! tgt with quan ge and wk =)
hougang plaza near near XD
one pic to mark our day
coz i forgot to bring cam -.-
so 1.2 mp okay.
anw my cam also no difference LOL
lalalalala
monday i die liao.
wish me luck u bitches and bastards.
Saturday, October 3
I just feel like breaking down..
my life is in a mess right now. nothing is going smooth for me. NOTHING. no one is able to help me. friends who have tried consoling me and cheering me up, i appreciate that. even for that few minutes or seconds but the same problems will slowly start to surface again one by one. so at the end of the day, i would still feel miserable. i don't know who to call, who to sms or talk in msn. becos none of them will understand my situation or how i'm feeling deep within. i'm not sure if i can take this anymore.. its reaching my limit.. actually, i wanna tell you. but then again......